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Dec. 3rd, 2019 11:29 pm* I am feeling... somewhat more stable than I was for a while there, which is nice. I'm still not doing great and when I think about things that I should be doing I kind of want to crawl under a bed and cry, but it's not the everpresent brainfuckery quite as much anymore, and that's nice.
* Thanksgiving went pretty well, by the way. Nice and chill for the most part. Lots of delicious food.
* Among other things, I really need to get my brain together to respond to![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
holiday_wishes replies, because people are lovely. Also, some nice person who didn't leave a comment sent us a meat thermometer! If you're reading nice person, thank you, this is gonna make me so much less paranoid when I'm cooking. :D
* After ages and ages of meaning to start watching any of the many Actual Plays that have passed my way, I've spent the last couple of days watching the Oxventure D&D show, from the Outside Xbob/Outside Xtra people. Maybe it was easier because I already knew the players, but I'm four adventures in and really loving it so far; it's a lot of fun and easy to put up aside work. On the downside, it is not helping my eternal desire for tabletop things. *Sigh*
* Oh, work is not back to normal, but I am getting way more time than I was, twice as much at least, which is bringing me much closer to the total I used to get at full hours, and that's going to help things so, so much. I still need to work pretty much every day to make that happen, as opposed to normal work where I can fit into days however I want to, but I can do that for now.
* I sort of wanted to do December Days or something to get me posting more, but I'm just... so scattered lately. Maybe I'll just try and post more in general. Or do something in January. I'll figure it out.
* I also really want to make New Year's resolutions this year, and then try and actually get my organizational shit together by the end of the month. Both of these things are... probably doomed to failure, but we'll see what happens. Maybe I will make a long-list of resolutions I can work down, because no matter what my brain says, if I make 20 resolutions for the year, I will fail at all of them and that will do very badly for my brain.
* Thanksgiving went pretty well, by the way. Nice and chill for the most part. Lots of delicious food.
* Among other things, I really need to get my brain together to respond to
holiday_wishes replies, because people are lovely. Also, some nice person who didn't leave a comment sent us a meat thermometer! If you're reading nice person, thank you, this is gonna make me so much less paranoid when I'm cooking. :D* After ages and ages of meaning to start watching any of the many Actual Plays that have passed my way, I've spent the last couple of days watching the Oxventure D&D show, from the Outside Xbob/Outside Xtra people. Maybe it was easier because I already knew the players, but I'm four adventures in and really loving it so far; it's a lot of fun and easy to put up aside work. On the downside, it is not helping my eternal desire for tabletop things. *Sigh*
* Oh, work is not back to normal, but I am getting way more time than I was, twice as much at least, which is bringing me much closer to the total I used to get at full hours, and that's going to help things so, so much. I still need to work pretty much every day to make that happen, as opposed to normal work where I can fit into days however I want to, but I can do that for now.
* I sort of wanted to do December Days or something to get me posting more, but I'm just... so scattered lately. Maybe I'll just try and post more in general. Or do something in January. I'll figure it out.
* I also really want to make New Year's resolutions this year, and then try and actually get my organizational shit together by the end of the month. Both of these things are... probably doomed to failure, but we'll see what happens. Maybe I will make a long-list of resolutions I can work down, because no matter what my brain says, if I make 20 resolutions for the year, I will fail at all of them and that will do very badly for my brain.
