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fullupwithfire) wrote2019-09-12 03:29 pm
fullupwithfire) wrote2019-09-12 03:29 pm
Tarot, Thoughts, and various Things
brightandravenous is doing two-card Tarot readings today and tomorrow! Pop over here if you're interested; today's theme is losses and gains, tomorrow's is change.Re health stuff from last post: The clinic was great, and gave me not only antibiotics but an idea of what's happening and what I can do as a preventative, so this is hopefully going to stop happening now. I already feel a little better in general? My ear is going a little back and forth, but it should be uphill from here.
Otherwise: I have the strong desire to do ALL THE THINGS.
For one thing, I have slowly worked my way back over to editing name Twitter, and am discovering a strong desire to do microfiction. Which is not no-stress, but still more fun than I expected.
Also on the subject of writing, I signed up for
spook_me (...a couple times over, but I'm also already nursing ideas for all my signups before I even get the individual prompts) and am thinking about at least one exchange, maybe two. I also really want to start crossing things off my ficlist. And the desire to just write random shit, like start looking for tropes and write random shit, has been very strong the last couple of days.Unfortunately, starting writing is still unbelievably difficult! So who knows what'll happen with that.
Other writing-related things: I know OC October doesn't really seem to be much of a thing anymore, but I still really like it in theory, and I'm really considering trying to do it this year. I have like... ten different ideas for things I could do for it, though. I'm vaguely considering trying to do a standard very-short profile for each character and then just figuring out what I'm in the mood to do for them on the day -- playlist, moodboard, ficlet, series of six-word or three-sentence stores, indepth profile/discussion, whatever. I haven't settled on that idea, but, I don't know, it's a thought.
Not writing! I may also join Bast in Tarot tomorrow, watch this space and see. It's a full moon, Friday the 13th, and a little more than a week until Mabon and the equinox, and I'm thinking about doing a thematic offer. I... am slightly awkward to do so because the last time I did I dropped the ball, but uh, that was also right before the kick-me-in-the-ass bad ear infection and the following couple months of lots of shit. (And also more recently me isolating terribly, which I am trying and failing to break out of. Hi. I'm working on it, but it's not going so well.) I also need to poke the people who asked and see if anyone still wants those. (...So if you did comment then and do and want to let me know, feel free.)
.... I also really need to start thinking about work stuff. The work issue continued until September because I failed to recognize it was... always going to do that, and I have fingers crossed I pass the evaluation at the end of the month and that's that, I, one, should probably still be doing something else til then, and two, should probably have plans if that does not happen. But I'm not thinking about that! Cause I am not the stablest today and I don't know what to do about it right this minute.
... Aaaand that's all I got. Maybe. I don't know, I'm clearly rambling a lot today, but I think I'm done for now. If you got through all that have a virtual hug. ♥
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P.S. If you want me to read for you, hit me up! I have this awesome deck that I've been throwing at anyone who will look my way.
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(I will always take readings tbh. <3 Especially with good decks. :D I really liked the four-card one you were doing.)
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JK, come back whenever you need. ♥