January Talking Meme, Day #2

[fullupwithfire]

I technically had a question for day #1, but it was a for-any-day question, as was all three of my start questions, and then I had a gap day, so we're just pushing back instead of doubling up. Also I got struck by awful sinus pain the morning of the 1st and was basically a non-person all day until I finally got sleep last night and woke up with things much, much more manageable today.

So let's go!

via brightandravenous: Something you want to leave behind for 2020.

Pain is probably a bad answer, since it's not happening, but right now that's my first thought. :P

I mean, it's also not happening, but fear, I guess, is always my biggest thought for questions like this. I'm tired of being afraid of doing things and afraid of so many things, and I'd like to leave it behind. It's... unlikely to happen at all, let alone without some kind of serious psychological work, though.

Feelings about relationships that are basically not a part of my life anymore -- like my grandmother primarily, though she's not the only one. Also unlikely, at the moment.

I can't... really think of anything that isn't unlikely? (And that isn't kind of serious, for that matter.)

I still have, I think, nine empty days, if anyone wants to throw me any more questions here.

Comments

[bookblather]

I don't know, I feel like that's a pretty serious question, so it's okay to be serious in the answer. Also, much love and empathy re: fear. I'm trying to leave it behind too.

[fullupwithfire]

♥ To you, too. It's hard and I'm still not sure how to manage it, but we'll figure it out.

[graveexcitement]

i'd like to leave fear behind too. i wish us good luck with that!

[fullupwithfire]

♥ Lots and lots of luck to us both! We'll figure it out somehow.